Friday, June 26, 2009

Michael Jackson : A Fascinating Mythological Figure


The death of Michael Jackson has moved me more than I would have predicted. His hits are a part of my childhood and his passing reminds us of not only of our mortality but also of our collective cruelty.

There are so many fascinating things about the Michael's life. The magic image of his movements during his best performances remain a delight to watch. He assumed the behavior of a child as an adult; one wonders how much of that was also performance. The man changed his skin color and the shape of his face to the dramatic extent that he literally became a walking mask. When he was observed shopping in Arabia wearing an all-covering burqa, it was as if he had added a disguise over a disguise. For all the joy he had brought the world and through all the weirdness, it was easy to see a deeply hurt individual in his interviews. As he faced his accusers (see the interview with Diane Sawyer - which ABC foolishly does not have posted), he claims innocence and purity. It was natural for Michael, abused as a child, to use his fame and power to put himself outside of behavioral expectations. The worldwide acclaim put him beyond superstardom and he used the acclaim so that no one would ever tell Michael what to do again.

In the end, Michael Jackson will take a place in history as a rare occurrence of someone who became other than human. He was much more than an influential eccentric like a Howard Hughes. He had an otherworldly quality, in his performance, his actions, and his words that were weirdly like a possessed person; a saint sans the religion. He was the product of our cruel televised culture: one that allowed his tyrannical father to abuse him for profit as a child, one quick to judge and abandon over speculative events, one which raised the man to a self-destructive hyperstardom.

MJ dead at 50. Name any other entertainer credited with something as powerful as the moonwalk.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Hack Philosophy: An Argument Against Materialism?


I admit my indulgence in thinking about lofty questions such as what it means to be alive, what the nature of the universe is, etc... As an engineer, I have inherited a distaste for theological explanations that stave off nihilism by positing the existence of supernatural beings. Yet, from my own experience, I can't deny the vast wonder and mystery that accompanies life.

So here is a quick argument against materialism, which may not be original or even a good one:

Premises:

1) There are emergent phenomena in the universe that are the consequence of network behavior: provable ones include ant colonies, the internet. I also assert consciousness and language are such phenomena as well.

2) Altering the individual material components (ants, routers, neurons) which comprise these special types of network alter the system in unpredictable ways. The consequences of physical alteration are not ultimately knowable by any being with omniscient knowledge as to the exact, current state of the system. That is, there is a limit in the state of matter in the Universe towards randomness (witnessed in quantum mechanics) and this randomness occurs in nature (such as the entanglement which has been observed in plants).

Conclusion:
3) Therefore there is a separation between the material which creates emergent systems and the systems themselves. The material does not explain the system fully. Consciousness, built on memory and language, as such a system then is not ultimately a material one, even though, paradoxically, it depends critically upon material causes.

Ok, I feel good. Whether this is a good argument or not, (are the premises true?), and criticism arise, at least I thought for myself today which cheers me up. In my mind, we're all emergent behavior, something much more wonderful than a mere collection of cells.

[ASIDE: Do proponents of strong AI assert predictability? If you created the same strongly AI being from the same state, would it act exactly the same given the exact same environment?]

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Torn Meniscus ?


As I progress (!) on my path towards a PhD the journey has had its ups and downs. Last Thursday I injured my left knee playing roller hockey one short month before my Greece trip, conference presentations and wedding. Along with the stress of trying to finish a dissertation, establish solid foundation for what is next after grad school in dire economic conditions, and getting married, now I am adding this grace.

The MRI is on Saturday, results interpreted Monday.